Yes, yes, that's what I said! I dreamt of Axel, number VIII of Organization XIII, from the Kingdom Hearts saga. And it wasn't just a dream he just made an appearance in... The fact is that he was my best friend, as if I were Roxas (and I knew, in the same manner you know everything in dreams without seeing it, that there wasn't no Roxas in that dream universe XD). I was totally sad, dunno why (I suppose because of f*cking college ¬¬', and he went to me in order to make me feel better. And then, I felt a sudden, unstoppable desire to kiss him. Yeah, kiss him. And yes, in the mouth. And I did. And he liked it. And he kissed me then, but then went, soaked in tears, because he had a mission to accomplish though he wanted to spend more time with me.

As I woke up I was kinda shocked... Me... kissing... Axel? And then's when I said out loud: W T F!!!! o.O XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

And this means, that it is possible that I make some Axel fanart soon... Dunno if they will have yaoi content, but maybe... XD

There's also something I wanna do. It could become a series about mental diseases (I'd like to by psychiatrist, though I don't know if I will ever be able to study Medicin ._.|||). The first thing I wanna do is a pic about senile dementia, Alzheimer's and this kind of diseases elder people tend to get as the get older. It's just because I saw today my neighbour (she lives below our flat), who's got dementia, and she made me so sad, because she just was there like a cartoon or something like that. She was kind of pathetic, and that made me very sad. She had a tea bag pending from her dress, held to it with a needle, and she was sweeping the dirt on the floor here and there. Then she asked us for the bazillionth time if we remembered a woman who died some years ago, and then she said: "The poor MAN was alone and old...", referring to the woman...

The day before yesterday, she had to be brought back home by the police, because she had gone away with some things she took from home, a knife among these. If she hadn't had a pendant with several telephone numbers and her adress, she'd perhaps spent the night at the police departmen office, or something like that... Well... it's a very sad issue, senility... And I am very sensitive towards every kind of thing connected to oblivion, it makes me think of death, even if the person's body is not dead... Amnesia must be something very sad, and Alzheimer's even more, because it's always irreversible, and degenerative...

*Sigh* Well... Byes! And dream of Axel! XDDDDDDDD


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