Today is a bad day.

Last night I went to a concert, and I got home relatively late and totally tired. But I couldn't sleep.

It was one of these times it seems like: the more tired you are, the harder it is to fall asleep. I don't know how many times I turned on my bed: millions, billions? I can't tell -_-

Then I woke up too early, as tired as I was, and my throat burnt..

And, on top of all that, it's SUNDAY! ONE STUPID, BORING, GREYISH, ABSOLUTELY SAD SUNDAY!

Gaaaah... I just needed to burst out XD Thank you XD

I am kind of bored today...

I should study Biochemistry, but I've been quite nervous today and the former days this week. I've been sad for whiles, you know...

But... well... I just try to get over my stupidness and enjoy what I have got in my life, which is much and very valuable.

I just finished watching the first season of True Blood. Nice series, entertaining, but kind of cliché in some things, isn't it? Bill's just too perfect... Too protective... I'd rather prefer Sam over him~

I'm BOOOORED

This morning I've been looking fanart about Sai from Naruto.

I was surprised to see some people desperately claming that Sai is not gay. Well, I don't know the author's intention anyway (it's been a long time since I last read the manga or watched the anime), but I'd say he has at least some kind of obsession with male genitalia, and maybe some kind of attraction to it.

I'd say he's gay. So, if he really is, what's the problem with that? I understand that people who tag others despectively as "gay" are annoying and would spend their time more productively by reading "Homosexuality for Dummies" and finding therefore out that feeling attracted to people the same gender as you isn't something to be ashamed of or laughed out for, because it's such a normal thing the majority of the species among the animal kingdom show such homosexual behavior; but I don't understand why it should be something to be angry about.

Let Sai be gay, bisexual, an anatomy-lover-heterosexual guy or whatever the author wants him to be. He's just a fictional character anyway.

My opinion, as I said, is that Sai is gay. Perhaps he has not openly said it because he hasn't had a proper sexual education (he is not even emotionally mature to recognize the meaning of a smile at the beginning of his story in the anime), but his continued obsession with penises might be just a form of him seeing other guys' genitalia and getting sexually aroused by it. What'd be wrong with that?

And please, if you are puritan enough not to comment here without solid arguments and without being offended just because of a different opinion, please just don't do it.

Well, I do not know if I should feel frustrated or not. It's just confusing.

Everyday, I've got at least 4 or 5 messages telling me some deviant has added "The Magician - Edward Elric" among my deviations as one of their favourites.

It is in fact (as I'm looking right now) the 7th most popular deviation of all time when searching "Edward Elric". And yay for it, of course. But there's something annoying in it.

No one of my other deviations gets ever a fave (perhaps another of the Tarot Cards or my 'Smoking in Smoking' pieces), and that one (and the other ones mentioned) are the ones I'm not totally responsible for ('cause I did not draw the images but took them rendered in order to make the composition). So I'm frustrated as a 'maybe'-artist. Well, I've never seen myself as a real artist, but I have intended to practice in order to possibly become one some day (not profesionally but of course as an amateur), so it's a little bit frustrating.

Anyway, it's been a long time since I uploaded my last deviation... I haven't been able to practice much (college ._.) and... well, dunno. XD I just felt frustrated about what I said.

I even doubt if people stop and read that I DID NOT draw that, 'cause I still get comments telling me I did a great job with the expression and so on...

*Sigh*

Just wanted to update... My DA looked so dead I just wanted to put something new in it XD

I'll try and draw something when I re-install the oekaki board. Right now, it's connected, but it does not recognize pressure changes and it's a little bit annoying to tray drawing anything in such conditions.

I'm happy, yay! XD